Eslakon

So I went to get another checkup a few days ago and the news wasn't too great. The first time, nine months ago, I was told the cartilage holding my collarbone to my sternum was torn but should heal in about six months if I took it easy and didn't lift more than 5 lbs. Though soon after I was pretty much forced to do hard work, lift a lot of things that would have been hard to do even healthy, and after that I noticed the pain was much worse. With this checkup, my fears were confirmed as I was told that it was completely severed now, I need to get a MRI before deciding if I need to get surgery or not to fix my shoulder because its pretty mes

This fluff has been busy as of late.. Doing what? Why being lazy of course! Naaah I've just been a bit out of it due to hot weather and the general lack of air conditioning all the bloody time. Combo that with a hot laptop and its a recipe for bad feels. =.=; Plus I swear these wasps are out to get me, but at least spiderbro is trying to take them on! Been trying to do my best with art, but its a bit difficult when you're uncomfortable! So yah, I'll try and get to working on stuff again soon. So, how has everyone else been? Dealing with the heat better than I am, I hope!

Since I don't feel its necessary to keep my previous open heart journal up in front, cause I wrote it while I was deep in thought and yeah, stuff, reasons. Who all plays League of Legends, Mass effect 3, L4D2, and Magic: The Gathering? <3 How about Star Wars Pod Racing on N64? Cause I used to play that shit with my feet . . . and win. Also Gangnam Style just popped up on Pandora . . . must . . . resist . . . dance.